Colossians 3:12-14

12Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. 13Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. 14And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.

In Jesus Christ, we are God’s chosen people, holy, and dearly loved.

  • Chosen. We have a purpose. We are His workmanship created in Christ Jesus for good works which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them (Ephesians 2:10).
  • Holy. We have forgiveness. We are made righteous in Christ. Clean. Forgiven. Without condemnation.
  • Dearly Loved. We have a relationship with the God of the universe. He is our Father. We are His adopted, blessed, dearly loved children.

Who we are should impact how we live. A new identity brings new activity. A child adopted into a new family takes on the name and lifestyle of his new family. A football player selected by a new team wears a new uniform, has a new allegiance, works with new players, and plays for the “glory” of his new team. Imagine a football player on a new team wanting to wear his old uniform and play like he was still part of another team. He would dishonor the owner, upset his teammates, and be ridiculed by the spectators around him. That’s what it is like when a Christian lives an old way of life.

So how is a chosen, holy, dearly loved child of God to live?

  • Clothed with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. This is our new uniform. This is what people should see in us–compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness, patience. Otherwise we are still wearing the uniform of our old team.
  • Bearing with each other and forgiving one another. This is how we treat our new teammates. Our unity determines our effectiveness. Thus we have to learn to keep the past in the past, bear with differences, and forgive whatever grievance we may have with another believer.
  • Put on love…which binds them all together. The emblem on our helmet is love. By this all will know that you are my disciples by your love for one another (John 13:35).

Even as I am writing this, the kids are running around, the youngest is crying, and I am losing patience. The Christian life is not just hard; it is impossible…apart from abiding in Christ and depending on the Spirit.

Lord, fill me and change me. Thank You, thank You, thank You for Your grace which makes me chosen, holy, and dearly loved even when I still wear the uniform of my old flesh.

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Search for a Doctor

Monday started off roughly. Once 8:30am rolled around, I started making phone calls trying to figure out what the next steps would be. I only had two things from St. Peter’s—the name of a doctor (Dr. L) and the phone number to St. Peter’s orthopedic clinic. Neither proved to be helpful.

First, I called the orthopedic clinic. They had no record of a Dr. L and really no idea why I was calling them. They were only open for appointments on Thursdays and were obviously going to be closed the Thursday of that week, Thanksgiving Day. They told me to call an orthopedic group across the street from the hospital which supposedly had a Dr. L.

I called this clinic but they had no doctor by that name. They also did not take my insurance so that avenue was a dead end.

Starting to get frustrated, my wife told me to call St. Peter’s emergency room. I did. The nurse who answered was very helpful and at least gave me the first name of Dr. L. Lou. She also gave me his office number.

I called the doctor and got his receptionist. I was hoping that his office already had my information and were expecting to see me that day. After all, it was an orthopedic resident associated with him that gave me the impression that I was going to be seen on Monday and operated on Tuesday. The receptionist had no record of me and could not believe that a resident would tell me that I could have surgery so quickly.

“Have you had a blood test?”

“Yes. They took my blood at St. Peter’s to get me ready for a potential surgery,” I replied.

“Well, have you had an electrocardiogram?”

“No.”

“Well, all that would have to be done before surgery.”

I was becoming increasingly aware that getting surgery before Thanksgiving was not a high probability and more and more frustrated at the information given to me at the hospital (or rather the lack thereof).

The receptionist did tell me that I could see Dr. L that day. But when I told her my insurance, she said that he did not take it. Another dead end.

Since Lou was out, I decided to try Stu since he seemed to be a more experienced and more acclaimed orthopedic doctor any way. I called his offices but they also did not take my insurance and couldn’t see me for awhile.

Now I was irritated. What seemed like a fairly definite plan—doctor on Monday, surgery on Tuesday—was looking more and more like doctor in a few weeks and surgery who knows when. I was mad at the hospital, my insurance, and my kids. No real reason to be mad at my kids except that I was frustrated and they kept running around the house. Thankfully my wife kept me sane and gave me another avenue to try. She suggested the orthopedic doctor who did her knee surgery a year and a half earlier, Dr. C. At least I knew he took our insurance. And if he couldn’t see me or do Achilles surgery, perhaps someone in his group could.

I called his office and relayed my story. At first, the receptionist did not seem too optimistic but she put me on hold and went and talked to the doctor. In a few moments, she came back and asked if I could be up there at 2pm. I said, “Definitely.”

Before I could see Dr. C., I had to get approval from my primary doctor. Oh, the joys of HMO’s! I called them and thankfully they were accommodating. Thank You, God.

I saw Dr. C at 2pm. He remembered my wife and her surgery and that helped break the ice. He unwrapped my leg and examined my heel. It was the first time I had seen it since the injury. It was swollen now and slightly purple. He performed the Thompson test and felt the back of my heel. “It is completely ruptured.”

Dr. C told me my options and suggested surgery as the best long-term solution. I had already determined this so now the question was when.

“I could do surgery next Tuesday. My schedule is fairly open then. But if you want to get it done quickly, I could add you at the end of the day tomorrow around 5pm.”

I jokingly asked. “You won’t be too tired then, will you?”

“No, I can handle it,” he replied.

“Thank you. I’ll do the surgery tomorrow.”

I was so impressed with the doctor’s willingness to see me and add me to a busy surgery schedule. Though I wasn’t looking forward to the surgery, I was glad it was sooner rather than later. The recovery time is so long for an Achilles injury that I didn’t want to wait too long to get started. Thank You, God, for guiding my steps.

The rest of the day was fairly relaxed. I was nervous about the surgery but I was even more grateful that everything worked out so well. Having my foot unwrapped also felt good. We went out to eat that night at Friendlys. It was where we had planned to go after Jonah’s black belt graduation. I wanted to enjoy this treat with him. The meal was decent; the ice cream was good.

That night I took a good hot shower on my butt which was different but manageable. I could put a little weight on my foot but I didn’t trust it to hold me up so it felt better to sit.

I slept well that night.

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Church on Sunday

I slept in my own bed on Saturday night which made me feel a little better on Sunday morning. Getting ready for church was a challenge but not too bad. I took a bath the night before with my left hanging outside the tub so I didn’t have too much to do to get ready in the morning except brush my teeth and get on my clothes.

As God’s providence would have it, I had no responsibilities on Sunday, either in the service or in Sunday School, for the first time in probably a year. Thus, once I got to my seat in church, I was pretty much set for the services.

A number of people came over to me to find out what happened. I relayed the story at least twenty times and doctored it with falsehoods and exaggerations occasionally to make it more exciting. “Yeah, I was in taekwondo doing an axe kick with the back of my leg through four cinder blocks. Unfortunately I only made it through three of them.” That certainly sounded more interesting than “Yeah, I wasn’t really doing anything in taekwondo except getting ready to jump.”

Being in church was an encouragement. The singing was refreshing and the baptisms during the service were great to hear and watch. Receiving so many well wishes, prayers, jokes, hugs, and handshakes reminded me how blessed I was to be at Sayre Woods. One of the best greetings of the day came from a friend of mine who said, “Hey, we are getting ready to do the Christmas Carol at church. Would you be Tiny Tim?”

At home, it was back to the couch, answering emails, reading books, talking on the phone, and watching football on TV. The day went by pretty quickly and was probably the most relaxing day that I had had in several months. And since I couldn’t do much, I didn’t feel guilty for not doing much.

Perhaps the Achilles rupture was God’s way of slowing me down.

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DAR (Day After Rupture)

I slept fairly well on the couch though I certainly felt groggy in the morning. The crutches and the lame foot were an instant reminder that I was in for a long day. Even a simple trip to the bathroom was a chore. Thankfully I had no real responsibilities for the day and there was plenty of football on TV to occupy my time.

I still had no pain which I was thankful for. An Achilles rupture is only initially painful. After that, it really doesn’t hurt at all (until surgery).

I was also thankful for the timing of it all. Though I certainly wouldn’t have ordered an Achilles rupture for myself, I had to thank God that it happened when it did. The two months prior had been non-stop activity and responsibility. A Senior Saints trip, an apologetics conference, a five-week sermon series, and a men’s retreat were all on my plate. Now the plate was fairly empty. Plus the Thanksgiving holiday time presented a shortened week and some days off.

My only real desire was to get the surgery done before Thanksgiving. I knew this could be a challenge. The only information I had from St. Peter’s was the last name of the doctor, Dr. L.. An internet search revealed a slew of doctors with that last name in New Jersey. Only two in the area were orthopedic surgeons, Lou and Stu. Looking at their profiles online, I was hoping it was Stu. Unfortunately, no place that I called on Saturday was open so I simply had to hope that I could figure it all out quickly on Monday morning.

A day of no responsibility and football on TV was nice, though I felt like a lazy bum when the day was over. My taekwondo instructor came over later in the evening to bring some fresh baked chocolate chip cookies and see how I was doing. That was the best part of the day.

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Colossians 2:20-23

20 Therefore, if you died with Christ from the basic principles of the world, why, as though living in the world, do you subject yourselves to regulations— 21 “Do not touch, do not taste, do not handle,” 22 which all concern things which perish with the using—according to the commandments and doctrines of men? 23 These things indeed have an appearance of wisdom in self-imposed religion, false humility, and neglect of the body, but are of no value against the indulgence of the flesh.

How easy it is to drift away from the simplicity of the gospel!

  • I am a sinner.
  • I fall short of God’s righteous standard.
  • I am powerless to save myself and I stand guilty before a holy God.
  • However, God loved me enough to take on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ and to die in my place.
  • Jesus’ bodily resurrection is the ultimate proof that He alone has power over sin, Satan, and death.
  • I receive eternal life, a free gift of God’s grace, through faith/trust in Jesus Christ.
  • I now live a righteous life out of love for God through the enabling power of the Holy Spirit.

So simple that a child can understand it. So simple that we as humans are compelled to add something to it to make it seem more religious, spiritual, and impressive to others.

The Colossians were being enticed by a group of super-spiritual, religious ascetics. Don’t touch that! Don’t eat that! Avoid this! Make sure you observe this day and that day! It sounded good and certainly looked spiritual. This group had also developed intricate views of angels, the movement of the stars, and the cosmic harmony of the universe. It was a complete religious system with everything a highly spiritual person would want. But Paul pointed out three big problems with the system…

1. Everything concerned things which are temporary. Food, drink, religious days, ascetic discipline, knowledge, etc. All of it is going to pass away. To focus all of one’s attention on religious regulations that ultimately make no eternal difference makes no common sense. Jesus combated the same thing with the Pharisees whose countless rules on one’s diet had no effect on a person’s heart. There is nothing that enters a man from outside which can defile him, but the things which come out of him [from the heart], those are the things that defile a man (Mark 7:15).

2. Everything was based on man’s rules. We tend to follow religious rules that correspond to our own spiritual wants and practices. Just go to beliefnet and you can find whatever religion you want. The problem is, how do you know it is true? If any person can make up their own religion, then what’s the point of any religion? However, Christianity rises and falls not on its religious teachings but on whether or not it is historically true. If Jesus died and rose again, if He is truly God in the flesh, then His words are more than man’s words. They are God’s Word. And they are truth and life.

3. Nothing truly changed the heart. The religious system of the Gnostic ascetics sounded good, looked impressive, and had such great physical demands that it garnered a lot of attention. But in the end it had no value against the indulgence of the flesh. The heart was still self-centered, self-righteous, self-promoting, and self-gratifying.

My spiritual heart is so damaged that more religious exercise and a strict diet won’t help. I need a new heart.

I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; I will take the heart of stone out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. I will put My Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes, and you will keep My judgements and do them (Ezekiel 36:26-27).

This is the promise and hope of the new covenant in Jesus Christ. And, as Paul would say, if this is what you have in Jesus Christ, then why go back?

Lord, help me to hold on to the simplicity of the gospel. Help me not to drift into legalism, asceticism, or self-righteousness and so lose my love for You.

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